how come? I'll tell you why.

I'm sick off people asking stupid ass questions as: "why do you even talk to him?", "why can't you just let him go?", he's not your friend, you know that right?", " why even bother?". so now, I'll tell you why.

first off, I'm the one who was the asshole. I'm the one who fucked shit up. over and over and over again. second of all, I do believe in forgiving people. friendship is the most important thing for me and even though I know that the person won't always be there for me, I'll always be there for him/her. third and last, if you think about it, he's not the only one I have forgiven, always been there for and so on. so why is it that you get so mad about me forgiving him, when I've done the exact same thing for you, several times before as well?

I've learned my lesson. I think I can finally call myself "healthy" again. And it's not all about him. It' all about YOU, my friends, and I just consider him to be one of you.

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it's monday.

so today is monday. been quite agood day so far. was supposed to go to work a little today but had to help joffa a little bit so skipped it today. so hanged out with her and daniel a little bit, then i visited sara at carlings, went for a walk with lisa and harley, met johganna at the busstop and now I'm at the park waiting for sarah to join me. not working here today though but just like to be here and chill I guess.

had a pretty awesome week back home. got tattoed by nicke this monday. met up with kolle and hanged out with him and his friend alexander (åke). dropped them off at the studio and said hi to ekin real quick and then I went and picked up kalle and went to park. been hanging out with friends practically all week. me, kalle, jaffa and sara went to the quiz at james last wednesday and me and kalle ended up at morfars until it closed for the day. last friday emelie came for a visit and joined me for a pre-party at kalle and jim's place. didn't drink anything. me and emelie decided to go home quite early. we slept quite long on saturday and hanged here at the park before dropping lisa off at her pre-party thingy and then we joined kalle and the others at his place for "some" drinking. got super wasted but had a really fun night out. me, emelie, kalle and some other guys who are friends of kalle went back to his place for an after party. yesterday we all just chilled at kalles place before I dropped emelie off at the trainstation and then I met up with felipe for som max food then I went straight to bed. nice weekenndddddd.

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just to make mli happy.

happy now biaatch?

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home for real.

got home at around 12 today. johanna and mikaela came over with chocolate, julmust and some much needed hugs. so I unpacked wverything then I coloured and cut my hair real quick before heading into town and meeting up with sara and we tried to surprise joffa. kind of failed but joffa brought some coffe and pie so we sat down at the floor of carlings and talked and ate. people that walked gave us some strange looks. but I suggested that was due to that we played one direction haha. 1D ❤️

but yeah, the I went to have dinner with my mom, stepdad and brother. great day. sort of. tomorrow I'm off quite early to get tattooed and hopefully be able to skate but we'll see what the weather will be. 

peace out!

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love my new shirt from rip curl.

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"some" new stuff.

got some new stuff haha. from junkyard, vans, session, 3 and t12. gonna go and get the other shirt tomorrow as well, then I'm done for a while haha. finally got a new phone so more photos and stuff will be posted now. 

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can't decide.

 bought this shirt at the vans store the other day. really comfy and nice fit.

but today when visiting t12 with Kim I found this one from rip curl and actually like it a bit more I think. now I really have a hard time deciding on which one I should take. either both or just the one from vans cause I only have time to buy the one from rip curl if I chose it cause I need to leave at 11 and the vans store open at just that time. I certainly can afford both (richbitch atm) so that's not the problem but the question is if I need them both? hmmm. anxiety here man.

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the babybitch is at kindergarten. the bills are payed (most of them anyhow). so now, I have a long and rough work out ahead then I can relax for a few hours!

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tomorrow.

baby to kindergarten. breakfast. work out. shower and possibly get my hair done. marry coming for a visit. baby home from kindergarten. then we're off to trollhättan and junkyard for some new sweet stuff. board, shoes, snapbacks etc. gonna be sweet. new phone as well. life is goin' goooood! nice to be back home againnnn (hopefully eddie won't be too much of a bitch hehe).

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so much to do.

will post more more as soon as I'm done with everything here. Just packing everything up and stuff like that. two days more at rehab, woopediwoop.

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