REUNION AND GNARLY JOE'S SK8SHOP.

Today is grand opening of Gnarly Joe's Sk8shop (sk8shop.se) and the begining of REUNION SKATECOMP. I will be working all day today and tomorrow as well. Going to be sort of a zombie 'cause I've been sleeping so bad all week. Last night I first went Gocarting (again) with Kalle and Kingsley. So much fun! then we skated until late, hanged out for a bit then we met up with Jim, Fatos and BK for a beer at ölfiket. The boys stayed up while I decided to go to bed. So now, me and Kalle are waiting for Simon to get here and then I'm off to work! 

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chillin. (earlier today)

just chillin at Jim and Kalles place, waitinf for Joffa to get into town then we'll grab some sushi. the boys are still snoring away so I'm just watching some youtube videos. spent the entire day yesterday at the indoor park with kalle, jim and kingsley. did a spontanious trip up to the gokart track.. guess who won? FUCK YEAH!!!

today I'll just colour my hair, skate some and the early to bed. two long work days infront of me, skateboard comp. come on down!

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ooooh snappp

I've been busy. byyyyeee

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it's sneaking up again...

that annoying feeling. that uncomfortable, tingeling feeling in my entire body. when I just feel like crying but I can't even do that. It's just get harder and harder to breath for every minute that goes by. when I just wanna go away and at the same time just wanna stay home. when I just wanna do something, anything, but still just stay in bed and stare at the wall (or preferably a lit candle). when I feel like I have noone that actually cares about me, but so many that I care, maybe too much, about. when everything is right but still so wrong. when I can't tell if I'm angry, sad, happy, annoyed, tired. when I feel nothing, and everything at the exact same time.

haven't felt this feeling in over 5 months now. I don't wanna go back to that again. I can't handle going back to that again. I know I litteraly CAN'T go through that again.

I'm not an easily scared person in general, but this... I'm terrified. 

kalle the shiettt

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middle of the night.

can't sleep (as usual) so decided to do an up-all-nighty sort of thing. everything is packed so tomorrow morning I'm heading back to Halmstad. start working at 5 but have som clothes to get and some other things to fix before that so. anywayyyyy, these pants man, modt comfortable pair of pants you could ever find. the funny thing I found these at h&m for only 15 crowns. hoodie from sessions, beenie from analog/junkyard, tee (underneath) junkyard xxxy and lace-belt from clwr/7913.

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sippin' on some beer!

decided to take the train up to gothenburg today. heading straight out on town to meet up some friends! take every chance I can to get away from halmstad! will probably stay up there (still on the train) until tuesday! (but as usual I'll probably go home earlier haha). so now I'm sipping on a beer on the really lovely, and always late, train. ttyl!

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You.

You are sooo sweet and kind. Almost too kind, but you know that. You say you will text me, and you actually do. You love to hug. You care about others way too much. You are smart and actually prioritize the important things. You speak french. You wake me up with a hug and kiss my forehead.

You are everything that every girl wants. But not what every girl deserves. You are way too good for me. We both know that. So it actually hurts a bit more than it should but... bye.

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halloween!

met up with anira to shop some shoes and then we both went to her place to get ready for the halloween party. I decided to go as a girl, hehe. won 6 beers for best costume...

after spending some time at Magasinet, a really cool newly opened place just outside of town we decided to hit town for real. so now my feet are sore as fuck and I'm feeling really sick 'cause I'm so tired. Really good night together with Stefan, Anira, Sarah, Välling, Joffa, Danne, Philip, Frida, Simon, Ekin, Jim, Emil, Macke, Felipe, Lisa and so on...

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too busy.

been looking for work, hanged out with friends, been in gothenburg for a few days and just taking it easy I guess. So today is Filles Friday and I'm just chillin' at the park. thinkin about heading off to Vällings moving-in party. yeah I think I'll do that... will post some photos later. byyyyeeee

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