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New Years: Dancing at MOON.

I usually don't dance but this was so much fun. At MOON together with Ogge, Kingsley, Simon and Ekin.

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Almost 4 weeks now.

It sucks. Just saying.

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just wanna be able to be me again.

Hate this fucking disease of mine. Just want it to go away. Today have been one of those numbed days. Just haven't felt quite anything. But that is always how it feels just before it all goes bad again. I can feel it starting and there is practically nothing I can do to stop it. Tried by going for a long bike ride and also a loooong yoga class. Felt better for the moment but even worse now. I really can't live with this anymore.

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Another outfit.. Boring but fun.. Yepp, it is.

Jacket- second hand in Australia. Ziphood- lna. Beanie- vans. Baseball tee- h&m. Jeans- h&m. Neckpiece- h&m. Sunglasses- rayban. Earphones- jay fours (love them!!).

Nice weather, good music and my skateboard. Love it!
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Chill day with work, skatepark and then Malin.

Worked this morning and then got home for some tv watching and music in the sun. Went to work at the skatepark and then went home for some tea and nice talk with Malin. Now, sleep... Early work tomorrow.

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some new LnA!

Time to fill up the wardrobe with some new LnA. Finally!!!

but in blue

but in black

or in grey

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It's crazy how much I miss you.

Chillllll outfit.

beanie-vans, hoodie-neff, jacket-trainspotters, jeans-h&m. Just a black t-shirt underneath from h&m as well. Chill as ever. And comfy 👍

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Church - T-Pain

I was trying to enjoy my night but you then came here.
Turned around looked mighty happy 'fore you came here.
I then turn into a rude dude.
Why you had to fuck up the night? Now we got to fight, I'm gonna knock out your lights.

Yeah, god damn, you think you're cool, you think I'm not - you think you tough.
God damn, you think you hard, you think I'm soft, you think you rough.
God damn. you talking shit, better close your lips, you need to hush.

Why you gotta fuck up the park? I'm gonna put you in the dark clap on clap off.

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Yes, I can smile.

Not sure if it's for real yet though...

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Some people..

Some people have the ability to say exactly the right things to make you feel better. It's very unusual, but somebody did yesterday and managed to make me feel a whole lot better.

So yesterday was Rusty's last night in Sweden before going back Norway for a while. A whole bunch of really good friends met up for a beer or 15 (and fireball. and vodka. and tequila.) after a nice day at the park. I had taken the car in so I settled for a non-alcoholic beer and then coca cola. Had a really fun time. More nights like that one pleaseeee!!

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Can't handle this anymore.

I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't remember shit. I can't focus on anything. All I do is letting people down. Making people angry, disappointed, furious. 

I just can't handle it anymore.

Johnny Depp.

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Mmmhmmmm...

Jamie Dornan... Jikes!!

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Opening day! Should had been posted 2 days ago

Tomorrow (or actually, later today) is the opening day for the brand new skatepark here in Halmstad. I've been helping out some but some o the guys have spent several hours every day there. Thank you! Can't wait for it to open! Hoping for a fun day tomorrow.

Spent almost all day hepling out there today but before going home to get aome sleep I met up with my guurls for some beers and chitchat. Realized how much I've missed just spending time with some of my girlfriends... Changing that asap (the not spending time part, not the fact that I've missed it... Just to be clear!).

Now some much needed sleep before spending all day at the park tomorrow!!!

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14 hours at the skatepark.

I'm now passing out. G' nighty!

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been lying.

Don't wear my shades to be cool
I wear them to hide my tears from you
Behind the smoke i'm so red eye
And i'm tired of you asking why

My heart has been through hell and back
I've only dressed in pretty and black
Middle finger when it comes to love
Act like I don't really give a f-ck

I don't always say what I want to say
I tattoo myself to show my pain
Don't lead in a crowded space even though we're both face to face

Hurry up and wake for the spotlight
Looks like an another whisky night
What's inside they never expose
They only see what the camera shows

It's like the whole world's getting at me
Tryin to make everyone happy, that ain't me
Walking around, wearing a smile, but deep down i'm really f-cked up, this ain't me
I don't wanna quit, tryin to hang with this
And figure it out who the hell I am
I don't mean to make you run away
But I don't wanna forget to be me

The truth is I don't wanna lose you
But I don't wanna lose me too

I've been lying, lying to you
Baby i've been lying, lying to me, too

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One day.

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Stay.

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why is this getting worse and worse?

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Gothenburg.

I've missed ya.

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Instead of going out I...

... Spent all night in the new skatepark, making sure it wouldn't catch on fire. Just got back home and will try to get som more sleep in before going back tonight again!

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On the toilet..

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When things are really bad you get to see who your real friends are...

I could NOT live without these lovely people in my life:

Ogge

Emelie

Kim

Sara

Joffa

And also all the awesome skaterdudes that always get me in a good mood: Jeppe, Ekin, Simon, Philip, Olle, Macke, Sid, Timmy, Smithie and Kalle (still as far as I know). And also my family, especially my brother Mathias.

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chillin'

chillin' at home in my neff beanie, the hundreds jacket and sweatpants. managed to clean up a little at home after I came home from work followed by dinner and walk around town Kim. An avoid-certain-people-who-seem-to-show-up-everywhere-you-go- walk haha... it's really getting silly but hey, you didn't wanna see me so I'm just helping you! Actually had a good day today, for the first time in a while. I don't really know why but I think it's because I finally know the truth (and it's just you being a fucking asshole). So anyway, fuck you, goood night everybody else.

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SOJA

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sail- awolnation

This is how I show my love.
I made it in my mind because,
I blame it on my A.D.D. baby.

This is how an angel dies.
I blame it on my own sick pride.
Blame it on my A.D.D. baby.

Sail!

Maybe I should cry for help?
Maybe I should kill myself?
Blame it on my A.D.D. baby.

Maybe I'm a different breed?
Maybe I'm not listening?
So blame it on my A.D.D. baby.

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Well... Fuck you then.

..I.. (-.-)..I..

3fliplipslidelife.

Simon Barood pulling of a treflip lip slide. Nailed it one the 5th try and now nails it every time. Sick!

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Skateliskate.

After work today I went first for a cup of coffee with Ogge and then to the park to work and skate a little bit. It's really starting to come together now! Not long now 'til we'll be able to open!!! The vert is now completely done (apart from being built together with the super ramp but anyway..).  I really love vert and it is really fun to see the really good riders go in it! They also got an artist who made several graffiti painting around the whole area, really sweet!

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randomturtle @ instagram.

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