Saturday, November 21, 2015

progress.

Tomorrow we get our car. In about three weeks we are moving to our belonged house. Everything that I couldn't wait for ito happen, is now happening all at once. 

About teo years ago, I lived my life without no real purpose. I didn't care for the future, as I saw no bright one a head. First of all I got a job, a job that I love going to. That makes me grow stronger and helping me finding myself.
Due to this job I had to move away from Halmstad, from everything and everyone I knew. At first it was hard, but now... I only go back to visit my mom once and a while. For only a day or two. Only been there twice in the last six months.
I think I needed a break from all of that. My mind was stuck while I lived there. Trapped. Only when I got that fresh start, I realized I was far from myself. So far from the person I wanna see myself become.
A few months in I got real homesick. I felt lonely, down. That's when Sebastian got into the picture.. All of a sudden I had someone who texted me everyday. Someone to talk to on the long bussride home from work every night. Someone who cared. Someone who made me feel at home. 
I think that is what made me fall in loce so easily with him.. He made me feel safe, calm and at home. Right in the middle of my life biggest transitions so far. 
Shortly after Sebbe, I got my first real apartment. My own home. The same day I got the e-mail about the apartment, Sebbe got an e-mail back about an work application. 
The day after I moved in, Sebbe started working as a salesman at the company he now is External Office Manager at.
Since Sebastians new work place was only a ten minut walk away from my apartment it only came naturally that he stayed at my place. Ever day. After two months we decided we should only have my apartment, or as it is now: OUR apartment, to live in.
After me getting fulltime at my work and Sebbe moving up at his we are now really looking forward in taking the next steps in our life. Towards OUR bright future.



And I couldn't be more excited.

xxx