Another one of those depressing posts..
Worked for a couple of hours today, moodswings all day. Sucks. Now I'm just lying in my bed while all of my friends are out doing something fun. I just feel so bad today, both physically and mentally. Don't even know what to do with myself. I just wanna be able to do something when I'm not working, but since I know close to none here I don't really have that option. It sucks mayor balls.
I miss being able to go to the beach. To not have to make plans for the day, just go to the skatepark and then almost everyone I know is there. I miss nice nights out where people you know are around every single corner. I miss my friends.
But the saddest part is that no one miss me. No one wants me around. Hell, I think they're even glad I left.
And don't you think now: "aawww, don't say (write) that. That's not true!" Because it is, but I only got myself to blame. I'm still not a happy and fun person. I'm mostly mad, complaining or just plain out boring. Who wants to be around a person like that? That's right, no one does.
So now, I'll just go to sleep. The funniest and best thing, for everyone, I can come up with.
peace and shit.
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