"some" new stuff.

got some new stuff haha. from junkyard, vans, session, 3 and t12. gonna go and get the other shirt tomorrow as well, then I'm done for a while haha. finally got a new phone so more photos and stuff will be posted now. 

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can't decide.

 bought this shirt at the vans store the other day. really comfy and nice fit.

but today when visiting t12 with Kim I found this one from rip curl and actually like it a bit more I think. now I really have a hard time deciding on which one I should take. either both or just the one from vans cause I only have time to buy the one from rip curl if I chose it cause I need to leave at 11 and the vans store open at just that time. I certainly can afford both (richbitch atm) so that's not the problem but the question is if I need them both? hmmm. anxiety here man.

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the babybitch is at kindergarten. the bills are payed (most of them anyhow). so now, I have a long and rough work out ahead then I can relax for a few hours!

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tomorrow.

baby to kindergarten. breakfast. work out. shower and possibly get my hair done. marry coming for a visit. baby home from kindergarten. then we're off to trollhättan and junkyard for some new sweet stuff. board, shoes, snapbacks etc. gonna be sweet. new phone as well. life is goin' goooood! nice to be back home againnnn (hopefully eddie won't be too much of a bitch hehe).

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so much to do.

will post more more as soon as I'm done with everything here. Just packing everything up and stuff like that. two days more at rehab, woopediwoop.

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that morning stuck in my head.

we had been partying at this place, this abandoned place just outside of town. we'd just started speaking to each other again. well, let me correct that, YOU had just started speaking to ME again. I'd kind of given up at this point. I knew that you knew how much you mean to me, how I felt. but still, you had made it perfectly clear to me that you didn't feel the same for me. not anymore anyway. but there we were, at 10 in the morning. the sun was shining as hard as it could. everybody was sitting outside on the parking lot, sipping on that last beer before grabbing a couch to sleep on. I was standing a few feet away from you, talking to a friend of ours. you looked at me and stretched your arms out. and there it was. that smile, those eyes that I hadn't seen since the last time I woke up at your place, before it all started. that smile and that look that I absolutely love the most about you. you gestured with your hand for me to give you a hug. I actually thought about it for a second. does he really mean me? I took those steps towards you and put my arms around your waist. you put your arms around me and buried your head in my neck. you put your lips close to my ear and whispered: are you alright? I thought about it... yes, I am now. just for this particular moment, not otherwise, but here in your arms...it couldn't be better. but my response came out as an coughing "uhuh". you pulled away, still hugging me though, and looked me in the eyes. "are you sure?". I could do nothing but smile and nod. for once, I wasn't lying. you gave me a kiss and then squeezed my hand before letting me go. dazzled I just went and laid down on a couch. just when I was about to fall a sleep I felt the couch moving. then there you were, crawling into the couch, yet again put your arms around me. I turned around so I was facing you, and yet again, put my arms around you too. you took a deep breath, made a short and very low giggle and then we both fell a sleep. and I woke up even more in love with you than I had ever been.

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another time.

that's what you said the first time. "another time, tomorrow. I'll tell you tomorrow." 

the next time I asked. "another time, not when I'm drunk."

yet again I asked. no excuse this time, just still "another time."

 I just kept on waiting for that "another time" to come. 

"another time. you'll find out eventually." 

"another time, obviously." 

"can't you just let it go? we'll deal with this another time" 

"another time, another time, another time." 

now we both know that that "another time", was never gonna come.

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that's better

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soon time to visit ikea I think

need a bigger bed and a proper tv table... would rather want brown/darkbrown furniture but yeah..

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karmaloop (one of the reasons I hate living in europe.. the shipping..gosh.)

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ridestore.no

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